Hozho - Lyla June Johnston

[Larry Robinson]

Hozho

And you will see hozho all around you, inside of you.”
This morning she is teaching me the meaning of HOZHO.
It is dawn.
 The sun is conquering the sky and my grandmother and I
 are heaving prayers at the horizon.
 “Show me something unbeautiful,” she says,
 “and I will show you the veil over your eyes and take it away.
 
There is no direct translation from Diné Bizaad,
 the Navajo language, into English
 but every living being knows what hozho means.
 Hozho is every drop of rain,
 every eyelash, every leaf on every tree,
 every feather on the bluebird’s wing.
 Hozho is undeniable beauty.
 Hozho is in every breath that we give to the trees.
 And in every breath they give to us in return.
 Hozho is reciprocity.
 My grandmother knows the meaning of hozho well.
For she speaks a language that grew out of the desert floor
like red sandstone monoliths that rise like arms out of the earth
praising creation for all its brilliance.
Hozho is remembering that you are a part of this brilliance.
It is finally accepting that, yes, you are a sacred song that
brings the Diyin Dine’é, the gods, to their knees
in an almost unbearable ecstasy.
Hozho is remembering your own beauty.
 My grandmother knows hozho well
 For she speaks the language of a Lukachukai snowstorm
 the sound of hooves hitting the earth on birthdays.
 For my grandmother is a midwife and she is fluent in the
 language of suffering mothers
 of joyful mothers
 of handing glowing newborns to their creator.
 Hozho is not something you can experience on your own,
 the eagles tell us as they lock talons in the stratosphere
 and fall to the earth as one.
 Hozho is interbeauty.
 My grandmother knows hozho well
 for she speaks the language of the male rain
 that shoots lightning boys through the sky,
 pummels the green corn children,
 and huddles the horses against cliff sides in the afternoon.
 She also speaks the language of the female rain
 that sends the scent of dust and sage into our homes
 and shoots rainbows out of and into the earth.
 The Diné know what hozho means!
 And you know what hozho means!
 And deep down we know what hozho is not.
 Like the days you walk in sadness.
 The days you live for money.
 The days you live for fame.
 The days you live for tomorrow.
 Like the day the Spaniards climbed down from their horses
 and asked us if they could buy the mountains.
 We knew this was not hozho.
 But we knew we could make it hozho once again.
 So we took their swords and their silver coins
 and melted them
 
with fire and buffalo hide bellows
 and reshaped them into squash blossom jewelry pieces
 and strung it around their necks.
 Took the helmets straight off their heads
 and turned it into fearless beauty.
 Hozho is the healing of broken bones.
 Hozho is the prayer that carried us
through genocide and disease,
It is the prayer that will carry us through global warming
and through this global fear that has set our hearts on fire.
This morning my grandmother is teaching me
that the easiest (and most elegant) way to defeat an army of
hatred,
is to sing it beautiful songs
until it falls to its knees and surrenders.
It will do this, she says, because it has finally
 found a sweeter fire than revenge.
 It has found heaven.
 It has found HOZHO.
 This morning my grandmother is saying
 to the colors of the sky at dawn:
 hózhǫ́náházdlíí’ hózhǫ́náházdiíí’
 hózhǫ́náházdlíí’
 beauty is restored again...
 It is dawn, my friends.
 Wake up. The night is over.

 	- Lyla June Johnston