It Comes Down to This - Rosemerry Wahtola Trommer

[Larry Robinson]

It Comes Down to This


Not that I want to be someone else,
just that I want to be less myself, 

which is to say less the woman
who thinks she knows anything

about anything—gardening or writing
or skiing or parenting or loving—

I want to be less who I am and
more what a tree is, what a star is,

protons fused with other protons,
and the strong force that holds

particles together in the center of atoms,
and the weak force that breaks the atoms down,

and the electromagnetic force that binds
all molecules. Yes, this is how I want to meet you, 

without a name, unencumbered by a me.
I want to know myself as a collection of atoms and forces 

that rhyme with you, linked as we are from the very beginning. 
How easy it is then to say hello, 

to fall in love
with each other, the world. 

	- Rosemerry Wahtola Trommer